This is me thinking at 05h11am, July 2nd...
Fuck these people hating on a nigger just for being/
I hope one day we hate grow up hating Stevie Wonder just for seeing/
feelings are in recession-our love is at an all time low/
giving head to middle-class 'bout how low we can go/
I still believe it/
I'm still on a mission to be a killer/
break teeth snap back, snapping your back nigger/
belief in a lifetime of love, loving my love too/
where I treasure daughters, not to be a father who fucks you/
more than anything I pray for your health/
not so you grow to be rich, but so your love may grow in it's wealth/
I need to love myself before I love you/
I always have regrets of how a guy like me can hurt you/
yearn to hold you close like i do the mic/
I've been married to my music but its our future that I fail to write/
tell the world I suck at it/
this whole love concept, it's a bunch of bullshit/
I wanna be loved-a loving is obviously what I lack/
truth be told you're God-Given, you're the best I'll ever have/
put in a corner where virgins die inside of themselves/
yearning for love-not to be fucked like everyone else/
you yearn that touch to your heart-not anywhere else/
I yearn to touch you on your heart, keeping friendship abreast/
I never know what life has for me, a thousand days and counting/
but I'm here now, fucking emotions are busy mounting/
life's too short, I'll be the 1st one to go/
I'm not suicidal, I just thought you should know/ truth is, we all chickens causing beef with vegetarians/
our minds are busy swimming up river with prescatarians/
we fight for our lives and regret is our weigh-in/
humans-few of us left if any/
I believe I was human, but I decided to pull a Fergie/
this tumble drying I'm doing in an ocean of emotion has me thirsty/
I pray to one day love again, but this time dear God, I pray for mercy.
-#PaperChaseMemoirs-
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