Before I start, let me finish crying. I have been dying inside, I have been lying with this smile, because it hides the emotion I always failed to make her believe-what I believe...and I believe I loved her. Deeply, sweetly I missed the opportunity to call her 'honey', spend money on her...buy that God-given priceless love which she possessed but it takes more than an eye-test to see the lies which created an image within her which I now detest. Her kisses were meant for me to stress, there was no contest.
She was the best dressed.
Someone pulled the wool over my eyes, how could I materialize the silk on her skin, clothing the heart breaker in sleeping beauty's clothing. I materialized it all I guess...the lust...the greed-indeed even the sex..but yes, I officially shall love less for the love invested in caused not my pockets to stress but rather the love in my heart to be love-less.
-#PaperChaseMemoirs-
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